The Clot

take a pill and don't have a baby THEY ALL SAID TO ME with bloated breasts and
bloated belly and puffy arms and ankles. TAKE A PILL a jagged pill just like a
pill making me ill a little blue pill called MERCILON third generation
dangerous generation X. on the leaflet in the box IF YOU GET PAIN OR SWELLING
IN YOUR LEG CONSULT A DOCTOR IMMEDIATELY.

work hard under this desk your legs don't move. try and win praise a pay rise
they screwed you over with your pay review CANCELLED PENDING MERGER nevermind best
hang on till next year. why did you stay so long? why? why? WHY? why did you get
TRAPPED in your position BORED first you write it then you maintain it and
you're desperate for something new.

given an opportunity given something a way out an escape route a potential to
gain some ACKNOWLEDGEMENT and that FKNG pay review maybe they'll let you do
more exciting stuff if you can PROVE HOW GREAT YOU REALLY ARE so WORK your ASS
off don't get up don't move your legs get sucked inside the VDU and don't take
a drink all day you may as well have BEEN ON AN AEROPLANE you stupid BITCH.

SICK of making someone else rich being an employee being a slave drone worker
proletariat up the revolution i made myself ill over a couple of
grand a year and it was just a drop in the ocean for you. PLASTIFICATION AND
THE TWENTY FIRST CENTURY^TM everything gets cheaper and nastier while the rich get
richer and we all get turned into COGS while the trees get torn down.

and all the while under this desk your legs don't move slave. she coughs up a
toad its been inside her lung threatening nesting in a dead cavity too close to
her heart while she spent her life at this desk making someone else rich. so
PLASTIFY.

PULMONARY EMBOLISM:
Is an extremely common and highly
lethal condition that is a leading cause of death in all age groups. It is an often fatal
complication of underlying venous thrombosis, occurring when a
segment of the thrombosis breaks free and travels through the veins
to the heart and passes into the lungs.

she is surprised that the nasty gothic innards of her have come tumbling out as
the clot manifests in her leg she is turning to stone slowly all the life is
draining out of her. she limps to work each day and each day she thinks *it's a
calf strain it's a calf strain* but all the while deep down she knows that all
the signs are there.

the process of coagulation begins in her leg insidiously a swelling, a firmness
that makes her knee stop bending but the process does not end -

A soft snaky clot forms inside the deep vein of the leg.
Attached at one end to an area of damage inside the vein, the process of coagulation runs
out of control resulting in symptoms of swelling, redness, hotness to touch and can lead
to permanent damage to the vein whereby the valves that aid the action of blood removal
from the leg are rendered useless and blood drains back into the calf under the action of gravity.

- first an arm
another leg another arm the lung organs finally the head all succumb to
vampirism. the hospital give her drugs but she can feel it all over her now
draining all vital force.

she ceased to breathe when the clot reached her lung and turned into a toad her
heart finally gave up after a feeble battle against plastification. capitalism
got her in the end death by modernity by the unnatural process of ingesting
pills and SITTING all day HUMANS DID NOT EVOLVE TO SIT this is NOT HOW THE
WORLD ENDS with a human being SITTING ON A ROCK.

first her veins then muscle
and skin solidify she turns white as alabaster and becomes

a memorial to her wasted life.